I can't believe how nervous I am doing this. Stupid isn't it? I guess I'll start with; I'm 27 and live in London. I've never done anything like this before. Never even written on a forum! I never imagined I would need to. 3 months ago my dad died and then a month after that my Grandmother also died. I was doing great. Keeping it together. Went back to work a week after my dad passed and a day after my grandma. Last week I broke though. People have suggested counselling but I can't physically talk to anyone right now without sobbing. Really hoping that someone out there can help.