Sending a welcome hug
5 weeks is such a short time, I think sometimes initially we are in shock, in a fuzzy numbness, we have lots to organise with the funeral etc and there are people around providing support and messages. I think around this time people start drifting back to their own lives, alot of people thinking everything is OK after the funeral, and then the numbness wears off and the grief journey kicks in
It's a rollercoaster of emotion, just be gentle with yourself and give yourself TLC when you need it. It's a tough journey which can feel like one step forward, two steps backwards sometimes but you can do it, and are not alone here xx