I think you would look lovely with tinted eyelashes hubby
glad you are feeling better. My post disappeared but what I said last night was firstly,just looking for courses or other out of work activities is a step forward.and maybe if nothing local appeals have a look at futrelearn courses,its online but you get to chat to other students all ages from all over the world and the work still occupies your mind,its also free so you can dip out of a course if you don't like it do more than one and skip around all the different subjects ,so you might find a completely new interest you didn't know you had,and also good exercise to give confidence to study if you do find something live.