Those are my thoughts too Hubby, Colin, 4th of December will make it 8mths for me, and some days can still be quite tough,
I had a trigger today when making sure I'd completely emptied my car as it goes back to the dealer tomorrow, and I thought I had removed everything. I suddenly realised I had not checked to see if anything was in the slide in draw under Anns seat, and in there was Ann's last new prescription sunglasses and a purse, which contained 6 £1 coins, and in the notes side of the purse was a solitary photo of the 2 of us together taken about 3yrs ago when we were on holiday on Anglesey, in Wales. I recall placing the camera on a wall and taking the shot using the camera's 30sec timer. It was quite a nice picture and remember printing it off to put it in a small picture frame, but the first one I printed off was not the right size for the frame, and remember giving her that first one to cut up and bung in the bin.
I didn't know she had cut it down, and popped it into this purse, in fact I didn't know this other purse was in the car, as her main purse she used all the time is still here in a draw in the bedroom, with the same 2 fivers in it, and the same change... exactly as she left it. So finding that, especially as I nearly left it in the car, triggered a tearful session.
I keep Ann's wedding ring in her purse, I did wear it for a while on my little finger, but was always worried I'd lose it, as it came off quite easily especially when washing my hands, and came close to losing it a few times. It's the most precious thing I have, and would be inconsolable if I were to lose it, so better safe than sorry.