Evening all.
I apologise if this post is a bit strange but I've been out all evening with some workmates and I'm full of Erdinger dark German beer and old j cherry rum.
Julie. I know exactly what you are saying. It's horrible to realise that for almost every couple one is going to have to go through this. I was even saying at the Leeds meet that if there is any comfort to be taken from bereavement it is that our loved ones didn't have to go through what we are going through.
Karena, my counsellor has often pointed out that I torture myself and asks why I do it and I cannot answer that. I think you have got it spot on. We torture ourselves because we have to let it out. I might throw that into the counselling session next week.
Eileen, no need to apologise. Your slip actually brought back a really happy memory. Me and Margaret went to see a show in Blackpool whet one of the performers was impersonating. Marilyn Monroe. She got a bloke from the audience in stage and draped herself all over him singing 'my heart belongs to daddy'. When she finished she looked at the blokes wife and said to him ' you are in soooo much trouble'. Me and Margaret nearly wet ourselves laughing
Today I woke up confused and upset. I was sure I remembered Margaret saying something to me in the neurological hospital. My daughters have told me she didn't. They remember everything better than I do so it must be a false memory.
Work was OK and I did sausages and mash for tea. Sausages have always been a bit of a problem and my daughter too longer than expected at a doctors appointment so I can best describe them as 'caramelised'.
I went out with my workmates after that and got a bit merry. I've just got home and burnt my mouth on microwave pizza.
Hope you all have a lovely weekend.