Hi Tam sorry you are having a bad day,Grief is a bit of a rollercoaster,you start to feel a bit better then it grabs you back again,knowing the date your baby will be born is so close to the anniversary is probably making things more difficult,not that you would forget but you will be reminded all the time.but strange as it sounds now,when the baby comes perhaps the happiness of that can take away some of the sadness of that day.