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Offline Moj85

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My lovely brother
« on: July 03, 2022, 03:24:11 PM »
Thank you for letting me join the group. Although I wish I wasn't here.
My darling big brother died on Thursday the 23rd of June at 6pm from terminal bowel cancer. He was 41 and had fought cancer for five long years. He left behind a wife and young son.
Part of me died with him, my childhood companion. My partner in crime, someone who I knew inside out and who knew me the same.
I was with him as he took his final breath and kissed his body goodbye. I am both traumatised and honoured to have been there at that moment.
I am paralysed by grief. I can barely move, I feel like I have been hit by a truck. Does this get easier? For now I feel like I have no reason to be happy again, even though I have a young family and a lovely husband. Why do I have those things and he is gone? It makes no sense.
Hopefully my ramblings make some sense, thanks for taking the time to have read it.