Hello Donna,
I am sorry for your loss at this difficult time, I have been a widow since 7th Jan 20 and I was coping, going to work, walking the dogs, getting kids to school and the usual shopping etc. However there are times that I do not want to do these things, I want to just stop and cry my eyes out I have done more crying recently because of the situation we find ourselves in, but I cry and sob then it passes.
Loss of a loved one is difficult but talking to people is really important, as Incomplete asked do you have people you can speak with?, I know when I found this Group I cam across Grief Encounter and i think Cruse offer online grief couselling, but they usually suggest a wait for a few months after the person has died.
Sending you a huge hug.
Star9236