Evening all 😊
This is my first visit and my first time using a forum, so not sure how this all works
I’ve been in denial for some time that I’m fine and everything is ok when in truth I still haven’t come to terms with the loss of my husband 😢 I’ve been struggling with anxiety too.
My husband was killed in Oct 17 and although it has been over a year I just can’t get over it or even believe it’s real. I’m hoping that maybe talking on here will help as I feel sometimes people believe I’m stronger than I really am!and it’s brushed under the carpet, That’s the front I try to put on anyway! I’m hoping for some kind of reassurance that what I’m feeling is normal I have a lot of health anxiety as I’m now a lone parent of 3 children, living in fear that I’m the only one left to care for them. I do know it’s all in my mind but it’s hard to shake off when I’m in that dark place😢
I’m not sure if I’ve grieved yet, I’ve been so focused on other things trying to put it out of my mind-is this normal?
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