Hello
I lost my wonderful mum (my best friend) on 8th July. I found her on her bathroom floor. I started CPR but paramedics confirmed her dead. We've had a post mortem and she was buried on the 3 August I have to clear all of her stuff this week- I'm dreading it. I'm still paying rent and her landlord wants the flat back My husband has been great. My extended family have been a nightmare. Taking stuff from her flat, bullying me into given them stuff and causing a scene at the graveside. Totally unsupportive. I've resigned myself to breaking contact with them. They later told people I had gone against her wishes and buried her in the wrong place (untrue)
I miss mum terribly and have a painful yearning for her. Today I just stayed out shopping for stuff I don't need just to avoid going home. No idea why.
I know it will get better with time but I'm very wounded at the moment.