Tonight i feel ive reached the end, this cant be happening, its not real. I dont want to go on, i cant, i feel ive had enough. Im lost without you and you wont come back, how do i deal with this. Tonight im alone, ive never felt so sad and scared. I cried, screamed shouted and nothing, nothing will bring you back. Im sorry my wonderful man that im letting you down, i dont have your strength and your fight. Im sorry so sorry.