To My Daring Angel Alex
first time we met was on
it was not for my sister Karen, encouraging me to go along and even holding
my hand the first time, we would not have met.
So thank you!! . We got
on really well from the first time we met, I was besotted & intrigued by
him. I could not wait for the
next meeting however he somehow got my number and called me.
After this we were inseparable and within weeks he asked me to marry
him, I said yes instantly without any hesitation whatsoever.
We wanted to do things properly,
So he went to see my parents and asked my parents for my hand in
marriage. They were thrilled
but obviously cautious as this was very quick, for the next year we saved
like mad and was together as much as we could.
When I was in hospital in
am still besotted with you after all this time and could feel my heart
racing when I knew you were coming through the door, or when we were talking
to each other several times a day. We
always thought we could conquer anything together and nearly did.
the 1st day to the last day together you were my world, you made
me who I am now I hope I can make you proud of me.
I will try my hardest to carry on what you stared out doing,
although you are a tough act to follow.
darling Alex words are never enough whilst we live but come even harder and
confused when we have to put into words after such a tragedy without tears
flowing down my face, I
cannot believe or what to believe I will not see you my darling again.
I came to see you the other day I hope you knew I was there from
where you are now. I wanted to
wake you up or at least you wake me up and tell me it was all a nightmare,
but it wasn’t was it. I hate
the thought of you being so alone.
was the kindest person that I have ever met, he made people feel at ease and
could offend no-one, their was no pretence.
What some people did not appreciate was just how very intelligent you
were. You took people at
face value; you treated others as you wanted to be treated yourself.
You never judged people and were a true gentleman and a fantastic
person. With Alex what you saw
was what you got he gave over 100% all of the time and not just part of the
say that we all have regrets, but his only regret was not being with us
more. He loved the holiday’s
where we could be together just being a family, the one thing he was so
grateful for. You often joked
about having your in-laws next door, but then would say this is what a
family is all about. No
pretence just pure and simple love & respect for each other.
My biggest regret is that
I should have tried harder to stop him from going on that morning.
was privileged and extraordinarily lucky to have known and loved a fantastic
guy like you. Yes you were
scatty and forgetful and sometimes had bad taste in clothes but that my
darling is what made you, you. We
had 10 fabulous years together and I loved you with my heart, head , body
and soul I knew what you were thinking before you finished and you were the
same with me. You used to put a
smile on my face. I have been
tremendously lucky to have loved and known you rather than never have known
you at all.
worshipped & loved you with every part of me and we were so proud to
have our son Cameron, he is so much like you in every way. He
misses you so much, and does not have the words to say this, but his actions
speak a thousand words. You
loved us both more than life itself. You
also loved life and said life was too short for housework and live for now,
how right you were darling. You
made me feel complete, there are no words to describe how much I miss you,
apart from I only feel half alive now.
Alex if you are listening I LOVE YOU, adore you, now & forever
more with all of my heart, body and soul.
I will never meet another person in the whole of my natural life who
made me feel so complete & loved no-one could meet your standards, nor
would I want them to you were unique, and had very high standards and
values, my heart is broken in two without you and no-one my angel could fill
this. Alex you will remain with
me forever more, you were my life and my everything I ever wanted, I love
you darling I truly do. My
Angel please be at peace and watch over us till time brings us together
take care and continue to watch and care for us from where you are, never
stop loving me and Cameron, I will ensure he will never forget what a
wonderful person/daddy he had
you always Lisa & Cameron
one for each year of your life